I miss THIS.
And by this, I’m referring to making personal blog posts.
In the recent months, I never really had the time to just sit in front of my laptop and type about my life. I usually turn to Tumblr to look at pictures or quotes. Back reading on Tumblr is my way to de-stress. In the past weeks, I never really reblogged anything. Okay, maybe one. That video of Arjohn Gilbert who was discovered on YouTube because he was only selling flutes, but he was a really great singer. But that was it. I had no time to update my blog anymore. Not that I blog. I just reblog. Haha.
Anyway, I’ve been so busy! I’ve been given so many responsibilities in the past 2-3 months. I was tired most of the time and I’ve also become sickly. Not all people know that, with my mom and grandmother in Canada, I was left to take care of my four siblings. I handle our monthly budget and allowances. I shop for groceries. I pay the bills. I scold my siblings if it’s necessary. I remind the boys to get a haircut when they start to look like tambays. I help my sister with her homework if she couldn’t answer them, but usually she can manage it by herself. I want to be a mother someday, but I never imagined that I would be a mom this early!
Plus, this week, I’ve been busy with handling the requirements that the Canadian Embassy needed. I’ve been doing everything on my own! I can’t complain though. I have this attitude of always looking at the brighter side. I consider all these things as blessings. It’s sad though that I don’t have more time for myself. Josh and I don’t meet everyday anymore. Only on weekends. It’s always “Monday to Friday is family/work/other stuff time, but on weekends, it’s Saturdate and Sundate!” Josh has been very patient and understanding. He knows how stressed and tired I am. So every time we go on a date, he always prepares something special to make me feel better. :’)
I wish I could blog more, like I used to. Back in 2008, I never let a day passed without posting on my blogspot. Those were the days. It’s never too late though. I’m great with multi-tasking anyway. I’ve learned to juggle a lot of things at the same time back in college. So let’s hope I can add more personal touches to this blog soon! :)
XOXO
